Good! And I knew in vain! And, well, I knew it, but that wasn’t all.
Maybe you know your children very well. I confess that I do not know him and I do not understand how other mothers can know them well. I don’t know how you can tell a man you know him when he’s not finished. It’s like planting a tree and saying that I know every leaf and every crack in its stem, every branch and every bud.
And that’s it! I know! But every year, the tree grows bigger, the branches multiply, the leaves the same, the stem gets a different look and it is always a different tree.
In 10 years, I was telling you, I’ve been through a lot.
We’ve come to terms with life’s problems.
Children, you see, have their lives too. They also have dramas, they also have pride. What happens in our lives, well, happens in theirs as well. Sure, it seems like nothing to us, but it’s not easy for them when arguing with a friend.
It’s not for us either, but from the height of our age, it seems like shit to them. Not!
Basically, it’s the age when you don’t have much to do.
The happiness of the chicks, after they start to test their wings in exercise flights, no longer depends on the parents.
That’s why I say there was something else I didn’t know.
I didn’t know it wasn’t up to me. It’s hard to see him sad, upset, snorting, with his snout down, his face long or even crying without being able to say what he has, and when he calms down he says he doesn’t know, that he felt that way, that he had broken up too. the state, that it was nothing important, that it was ok, that he was sorry that I was worried, that he apologized and so on.
The first chiul, the first mouthful of alcohol, the first cigarette, the first love, the first suffering …
There will be a long line of first times that I have to look at with the brave eyes that I looked at when I was a teenager and let him live that too, with all the downsides that come from here.
I just have to stay with him no matter what.